JULY30

today i sleep at 8.00 fetch my maid go work than only back home sleep.. cant sleep at all.. and today is liao jiao yun birthday thinking to celerbrate with her.. fetch her back from school.. but i sleep at wake up at 3.00 so i dint fetch her but still can celerbrate but she dont want go out at the afternoon so dint...

so i dint eat anything.. until at night... about 7.00 asked my mom want go out and eat than she say dont have mood to eat.. than i say nvm just go with me than u pay the money than she say dont want no mood.. this and that... actually she is lazy... so i'll rememeber her words.. next time she call me to fetch i'll use the same things... dont want la.. i no mood...

than i'm thinking of eating KFC so i when there. but no parking.. when i find one..== there is the many ppl.. what happen todaY?? why so many ppl come out late == grrrrrrrrrr

than go back drive motor go jelutong eat.. than buy fried rice.. but 2 chicken... 1 jelly and 1 burger.. waited the burger to long... until 10.30++ only can eat-- than when home than eat... to bad mood already i think so all the food sucks..... shit man... i already say i hate jelutong food i eat for 18 years already== grrrrrrrrrrrr

than very bad mood.. friend still keep on this and that.. arrrrrrrrrrr hate hate hate... very no mood... than sleep early .. about 12.00 than wake up at 5.00 walao i dont know what makes me up.. so i blog now... haiz... i'm tooooooo many things to think.. but nothing to do..

i dreamed a wonderful dream... a girl that i know her.. dont know why i'll good with her again but i know there is impossible because she dont even care me anymore dont know why== than i with her is friend.. than go her house.. than she hold my hand... than we hug than hold hand.. than her mom saw than call me eat.. her family also saw than like very happy.. but i know it's was a dream.. so i faster wake up== i know nothing peacful will happen in my life.. i just give up.. than i woke.. there is only a dream not real... i dont know why everthing i dream i wanted to wake up... maybe because i know that nothing is real to me.. i wont have wonderful life ba... haiz...now very stim...