Tuesday, November 4, 2008

=..= what am i doing?? am i crazy or what?

don't know what thing come to me... can't stop thinking all the pass=..= wow.. am i the video tape?? can forward back =..=


I have done to many things wrong.. i can't trun back.. i don't know what GOD's can help me in... it's to wrong.. i can't even forgive myself.. can god do so?? as others??

ones your wrong than your wrong... it's writen in the stone than cannot bean change... even if ppl forgive u, there is still a scar on there...



now what i can do is live a better life but i can't... haiz...

so really need someone to help me.. i so hope than me and someone can be friends just like when we meet chat everthing relax bla bla bla.. but i can't do that it's wrong... i'm to selfish

haiz... everytime see .... profile make me think how great ... are. to many ... u all can't even know what i'm writing..





my heart hurts... i need to go on.. so wish to left my life here.. just stop there and end.. or hope that god can give me forget everything

i don't know what to say.. to many secret..... haiz..

Sunday, November 2, 2008

HAPPY

HI.. i'm back haha

yetsreday afternoon my friend ask me for help haha... she call me to fetch her go QB than go fetch her friend than go town... for her friends party...


So i fetch lo... fetch than she sit my car =..= at the back =..= like i'm her driver haha... nvm la.. just friend ma haha erm.. than go until QB her friends father don't let her friends go so can't go lo.. than they go in QB.. I DON'T KNOW what to do so i walk around up and down up and down.. find her a while than go walk than find than walk =..=
Than her friends came than she don't need me anymore than i when home..


when home about 5.00++ than i forgot what i did le haha

huh ya i remember le.. i play computer a while than my friend call me..=..= talk a while later go his house than go church..
go church a while see the movie wow... it's like boring...... better stay at home haiz.. than after finnish in church.. haha me and my friend drove motor.. fly.. wow.. nice... song.. cool... fun...


round gurney a while because to BORING.. than go home..

reach home than see my computer a while than my other friends call again.. want drink bear.. my mood a bit down so ok.. haha i think free =..= than go until there they need more ppl haha they can't in=..=

call some friends than they say come le.. than say got police all run =..= go rock world =..=

than me and my friend plan to go in lo... one of them can go in fame =..= than just left 2 of us..=..= can't go in.. want to go in time they bla bla bla.. need pay 35 wow so exp..=..= haiz.. than at last pay.. i din't bring money.. so my friend lent me.. go in at 1st boring.. just see ppl dance.. than got competition.. punk....


than later finnish the punk competetion my other friends come =..= than wow.. start to high.. i drink a bit or bear at 1st.. =..= feel nothing =..= i should take whisky in the 1st place =..= a bit sad and boring and moody...

than my other friends come.. wow.. call them go dance.. all together go dance... high.. wow.. relax.. haha i don't know how to dance.. =..= so shame of me.. haha


than about 2.00++ only when home.. than play computer a while.. than want to play games with on9 ppl than sleep jor hah when 3.30++ wake up =..= the game end haha


morning 11.00++ only wake up haha.. sleep until can't wake.. not because i'm drunk haha...


than sms a while.. than wow... at last i feel relax... no need to be enemy can be friend with someone hah...

than what she say than what i do lo haha.... than watch tv than eat than nth to do now chating lo haha