Day had passed Fast
so fast the day has passed... i din't apply for college or SPM july paper...
i din't fix my room.... i din't earn money... i din't get a job... i din't even chase the girl i like... i din't have the chance to get what i want...
day passed day by day....
i hear 988 says... some ppl will stand on the same dot for longer... some will keep on moving..
I'M STAND ON THE SAME SPORT AND ON THE SAME DOT FOR TO LONG...
i can'e even move and i don't know how to continue my life... i so wanted to end just rite now.. no need to suffer...
Do i really need to end my life rite now?? so i can just move on.. maybe just maybe i'll become a kid again.. and be a health person... not like now so weak... so poor.. so unless.. keep remember the pass.. maybe i'll be a new person again.. and forgot everything...
i keep on say the same thing... i what also don't have.. i don't have GF.. don't have money... don't have food.. don't have job.. don't have studies.. don't have home.. don't have friends... don't have family.. i don't have anything...
few days ago.. i had a fight with my mom... i saw sick.. so i stay in my room.. i called my maid to cook some food for me..and bring up for me... my mom was sick too... so her mood is bad... she called the maid to call me come down and eat.. i don't want.. so i scold my maid.. than my mom scold me... than we had a fight... until now i din't even take with her.. i don't even have any income now.. and last few days.. i don't have food to eat.. my headache is getting worst..
Oh jesus.. can u help me?? just give me ended my life rite now and i don't need to suffer a lot...
yesterday go out with a girl.. than we chat.. tell out my things.. than fell a bit sad... she treated me eat some food.. her 1st time treat me haha.. so happy..
after fetch her back.. my headache getting worst.. more and more pain.. i can't even sleep... when i sleep my head so pain... i can't move my head if not the pain omg.. i don't know how to say it..
so i think i got to stop here... =..= bb
Monday, March 30, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Boring..
Yetserday actually i'm going out with my lui lui... than she put me plane.. suak.. no need join out lor... so LC.... than i'm boring.. so i sms all my friend ask who want to go out... many ppl reply...
some say at gurney.. some say at prangin mall.. some say i'm at QB already... some say want go Hong kong no free... some say at butterworth... some say at red boxing... haiz... boring... at last.. some more told me.. ok.. fetch her and her .... than say no need le sit bus.. than at last say fetch..
than i ma fetch lor... fetch go le than do magic muahaha...
than reach there le... i fetch de ppl they go their road i go my road.. alone.. than i when skate area.. saw some friends.. do some magic haha.. fun.. than at last i deside to go in skate.. skate skate than boring.. go out le lor.. than max with my tu di and his gf and one more friend.. than follow them around.. than go prangin walk walk eat than... fetch them go eat wan tan mee...
wow best one in penang... after eat wan tan mee.. we go faces... go drink big cup and play... sit big two= chor dai di haha
than raining... it's at gurney side there.. there rain but at town din't rain.. so my tu di mom call say no rain than we back le...
some say at gurney.. some say at prangin mall.. some say i'm at QB already... some say want go Hong kong no free... some say at butterworth... some say at red boxing... haiz... boring... at last.. some more told me.. ok.. fetch her and her .... than say no need le sit bus.. than at last say fetch..
than i ma fetch lor... fetch go le than do magic muahaha...
than reach there le... i fetch de ppl they go their road i go my road.. alone.. than i when skate area.. saw some friends.. do some magic haha.. fun.. than at last i deside to go in skate.. skate skate than boring.. go out le lor.. than max with my tu di and his gf and one more friend.. than follow them around.. than go prangin walk walk eat than... fetch them go eat wan tan mee...
wow best one in penang... after eat wan tan mee.. we go faces... go drink big cup and play... sit big two= chor dai di haha
than raining... it's at gurney side there.. there rain but at town din't rain.. so my tu di mom call say no rain than we back le...
Monday, March 16, 2009
喜欢一个人不一定要知道他的所有，爱她不一定是因为有任何东西而爱她！唉她是因为你爱她！
喜欢一个人不一定要知道他的所有，爱她不一定是因为有任何东西而爱她！唉她是因为你爱她！ i saw a movie and the movie say that...
love one preson not really need to know who he or she is... just when your ones in love.. just love him or her by no reason...
i that kind of person.. that way i love everyone... but ones is came to serious... i'll only love one and only one that is her..
but i don't think she will know i'm in love... i'll just wait.. i hope i can be a perfect man... as 方大同has say...我是好人！也是个坏人！
i'm not a good person...but i'm a bad person i hope i could be one of the good one...
i hope i could change all my bad things to become good.. i'm trying my best... hope 5 years later i'll be a better person..
WISH me good luck...
love one preson not really need to know who he or she is... just when your ones in love.. just love him or her by no reason...
i that kind of person.. that way i love everyone... but ones is came to serious... i'll only love one and only one that is her..
but i don't think she will know i'm in love... i'll just wait.. i hope i can be a perfect man... as 方大同has say...我是好人！也是个坏人！
i'm not a good person...but i'm a bad person i hope i could be one of the good one...
i hope i could change all my bad things to become good.. i'm trying my best... hope 5 years later i'll be a better person..
WISH me good luck...
few days ago..
one morning after i fetch my worker to work... i can't sleep the hole day... after fetch her to work than i was driving my car around penang.. than suddenly i cry... i hear some songs and think of the pass.. i cryed.. why did i so easily give up??
haiz.. it's a pass.. i should just give up... but i can't stop thinking of it..
now is 1.38a.m 16 march... the same feeling came to me... my heart pain... very pain.. don't know why... maybe it's love =..=
haiz.. it's a pass.. i should just give up... but i can't stop thinking of it..
now is 1.38a.m 16 march... the same feeling came to me... my heart pain... very pain.. don't know why... maybe it's love =..=
Sunday, March 15, 2009
It's bean a while..
it's bean a while that i never Wrote blog...
lazy to wrote about my life... don't know what to do.. what to say...
Everey thing is over... let me think what i can think of my pass than i'll wrote it down..
after the BBQ... than dec 24 night when got christmas... get in a fight =..= get hit by some bad boys head blood...
at less cross with someone that i like...
than when to KL... still angry with mom lie on me.. than use up all her money.. don't care her at all. buy everything i can....
31 night.. actually going to KL with sis to celebrate with her friends but because of jan 1 start work... 31 night when out with friends.. go queensbay than see bosco than when to fame but can't in... because taking 2 little girl.. than 2008 was crossed...
jan1 start work.... not bad at the 1st day... a chef name ah hua.. teach me a lot... at less i know the easy things to do for cook.... than work and work only work.... than one day... don't know what come on to me.. angry on one of the worker... his like how u say... bad.... order me this and that think that i'm a kid what also don't know how to do than bully me... than i just keep it all to me.. than one day... new year... go to kim gary dinner it's huge... big.. nice... fun.... get closer to the pretty girls hahanot bad what... at less got talk haha make some of my silly magic haha
everyone get priza and i get nothing sob.. wuuuuuu
during new year when my parents are all out... i invite my friends to my house for a game muahaha... bully a girl so sad... my friend say me so bad.. haha it was quit fun dou.. i was a bad boy.. still never change... wanted to win badly...
later that night when for coffee island have some drink...
oh ya i remember.. b4 that... my god friend birthday... know him seen primary... than take him out for a dinner... when 3 place if i'm not wrongly remember... when for tepanyaki.. <--- spelling error.. than when to faces than when to coffee island...
talk about coffee island than i remember it... it was the 1st time that my other god friend take me to there on the 1st day.. at night.. i forgot it's when.. but i can still remember i wear my sleeping shirt... haha so shame of me..
continue to my story... after new year.. i can't no longer stand working at kim gary because of one worker.. than i deside to quit.. actually i'll quit on 31 or jun but at the few days earlier i can't stand anymore.. than i told the black hat chef i need to quit.. than at last i quit my job...
later on it was my holiday.... i'm no longer a worker... than i forgot le.. haha let me think what i can remember ya =]
oh ya... than i when for a hair cut... at APT... dye my hair to orange.. not bad looking at it haha
than what..=..= erm.. let me think... hang out with someone... most of the time.. ya forgot to told u.. when i was working, i fetch someone back after work.. by that time i getting closer to her...
than like always be her driver... fetching her here and there.. actually it was nothing.. just fetch go out... than have dinner or what..
than one day.. invited soon shan out for dinner haha.. lie this clever girl magic.. at TAO.. she wanted to drive my car badly.. haha than she drove me to TAO later the food at TAO we when to Coffee island haha play with her sit big two=chor dai di=] than her mom call... it's time back... than when home =]
ya i remember b4 that i have an accident at my friend apartment.. i knock my car.. OMG!!! get scold... =..= haiz.. just repair not long ago.. guess how much???
2.25 it was my birthday.. haiz boring birthday no one cross with me.. than i invite two of my god friend out for a dinner... i mean at 24 night.. to cross 25... we when FACES to have dinner after dinner it's raining fetch my friend back.. 25... invited one of my god friend out... actually with other ppl but at last they say cannot.. than plan to go for kim gary because got coupon.. 50% =..=
have drink at kim gary than when for a movie than i fetched a girl with me and my god friend to gurney she sit beside me but i don't know it was her haha watching the same movie in the cinema but don't know we are sitting near haha
than at last the one i fetch back from work sms.. than she willing to go out with me to celebrate my birthday=] have dinner but the place wow... bad..=..= than fetch her to tuition..=]
ya b4 that...21 it was my sis bad to aus for study.... good bye =..=
erm... still got what to say leh =..=
ya .. b4 b4 b4 b4 that.. got one day.. after i resign from kim gary.. means i quit my job... i when to taipin hu.. go there by car with god friend.. because my GPS sot sot than i use mountain to reach there haha.. without tol =]not bad.. fun play the water swam boat with friend haha guess what we did..
forward swam haha.. ppl go in front we go at the back all the way fun man..
still got what leh... erm.. don't know le..=..= ya remember.. fight with 4 girls.. they are crazy... invited me and my god friend out.. but u know what?? think me as a driver.. fetch them out than together walk de rite?? but they din't they walk themself than we walk outself than i cannot tahan can suak lor.. i go home.. i told them i go home le.. than i go play game 1st wait them. than i told them again. than they slowly eat.. suak lor.. i really go home lor.. than fetch my friend back than i go bought my things than they call me.. wei... we want go home le.. =..= am i their driver or what?? they call me i don't want answer... at last i answer i don't want to talk.. they call me i shut up... than later on i put musie... than i msg scold them... than i slowly drive go fetch them.. walau.. want fetch them time they say all the back things... i reach le than they say me not boy this and that... FUCK...suak le.. now i know they think i'm just a driver... no more.. better don't have like this de friend..than i when back home lor..
one day don't know what come to me... suddenly i feel in love with someone that i know it's not possible... haiz at last i give up.. but still heart will got feeling...
one day i when to her house cook sambal for her i cooked wrongly... it's to spicy.. because i added to little water.. that's why it was tooo tooo spicy... ya i remember it's when.. it's b4 my birthday... my friend told me that it was my birthday.. birthday boy it the biggest= dai sai haha he call me to tell my friend.. is i pretent to do spicy to play her.. haha
that the ress i forgot le.. i just remember few days ago...12.march it was ying birthday.. and 13 was my baby birthday... 12 march is also my result day...
b4 that day i bought present for this two pretty girl.. chocolate haha
11 march i when to dye my hair because want go school ten haha.. than dye out red hair boy omg.. so ugly... 12 march when to school that everyone look at me.. =..= muahahaha than go up take result.. but still not yet out.. than wait for result than take my school leaving sijil... than wait for my result lor.. taking the present waiting to see her.. i mean the birthday girl.. than suddenly i saw tiok her coming up than i faster run... than girl her than i when back.. the result was out... i wanted to take but to many ppl so i wait.... than when no ppl i wanted to take my result it was not there.... omg.. where is my result?? i'm scare... haiz.. worry.. i know my result but i can't get it... later that i when down to see Mr.yeoh.. that he told me to see english teacher... than my problem come..
line up waiting for my trun to see the teacher... wow it was a lot of ppl.. many student din't line up.. than i waited for my trun.. b4 my trun i saw my name was there... than i know something will happen... she check the paper.. and say i never give back my rented book.. What The Fuck!!! english my favorite teacher... she think that i would stell her books... i still remember i return my book with a girl name JIA WEN.. than i saw tiok my friend...they saw me give back the books... and the teacher keep on say this and that don't want to give me back my result... i'm so angry.... actually she say tomorrow come back she will have a check.. but i can't wait... i don't want to go back to the fucking school.. so i wanted now.. i told her many things but she don't believe me... FUCK her.. than at last she say... 'what can i do? if u come back earlier i still can check but now the books already lend to the form5 student..' give me all the fucking words... i'm damn angry.. she call me to rememeber who i give the books to.. actully i know it was who but i don't want to say out.. i know they miss do their work fuck them... than at last she say ok i believe u half...u return me 6 books than i give u your result...=..= her maths book was lost so she wanted me to give her maths.. fuck her... fine... i ask my mom.. my mom call and she call me to hand over the phone to my teacher than she don't want to listen my mom angry... she also say.. wow this teacher so keong kan.. suak lor.. 6 books than 6 lar... i when back home find what text book i have than drive down to town and bought 2 more books than give her back. .than take my result and run... i have no A's and no FAIL... but i don't believe my english... guess what i get for my english..... 7D=..= it should be better than that...at less also 4B or5C... FUCK to the ppl who mark SPM result.. because of them how many ppl suffer... they just want ppl to remark and they get their money.. MALAYSIA sucks...
if for MALAY u see...
after that.. 12march when to watch DRAGON ball...
on the 13 i give my baby present than i when back home.. later that out with friends...
14 when out with friend watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN...
15... actully wanted to go out with one of my old god friend also.. at the last min.. he put me plane.. wow i was damn angry.... i hate ppl last min say this and that... many excuse... than invite a girl out.... wow.. another one.. who she think she is?? very pretty ah?? who want to like u?? shit ass.. just joking with u. than u so serious... fine.... no need out lor...
haiz.. boring.... than now just alone bloging... damn boring with my life...
so i'll stop here... if anything pls leave a msg
lazy to wrote about my life... don't know what to do.. what to say...
Everey thing is over... let me think what i can think of my pass than i'll wrote it down..
after the BBQ... than dec 24 night when got christmas... get in a fight =..= get hit by some bad boys head blood...
at less cross with someone that i like...
than when to KL... still angry with mom lie on me.. than use up all her money.. don't care her at all. buy everything i can....
31 night.. actually going to KL with sis to celebrate with her friends but because of jan 1 start work... 31 night when out with friends.. go queensbay than see bosco than when to fame but can't in... because taking 2 little girl.. than 2008 was crossed...
jan1 start work.... not bad at the 1st day... a chef name ah hua.. teach me a lot... at less i know the easy things to do for cook.... than work and work only work.... than one day... don't know what come on to me.. angry on one of the worker... his like how u say... bad.... order me this and that think that i'm a kid what also don't know how to do than bully me... than i just keep it all to me.. than one day... new year... go to kim gary dinner it's huge... big.. nice... fun.... get closer to the pretty girls hahanot bad what... at less got talk haha make some of my silly magic haha
everyone get priza and i get nothing sob.. wuuuuuu
during new year when my parents are all out... i invite my friends to my house for a game muahaha... bully a girl so sad... my friend say me so bad.. haha it was quit fun dou.. i was a bad boy.. still never change... wanted to win badly...
later that night when for coffee island have some drink...
oh ya i remember.. b4 that... my god friend birthday... know him seen primary... than take him out for a dinner... when 3 place if i'm not wrongly remember... when for tepanyaki.. <--- spelling error.. than when to faces than when to coffee island...
talk about coffee island than i remember it... it was the 1st time that my other god friend take me to there on the 1st day.. at night.. i forgot it's when.. but i can still remember i wear my sleeping shirt... haha so shame of me..
continue to my story... after new year.. i can't no longer stand working at kim gary because of one worker.. than i deside to quit.. actually i'll quit on 31 or jun but at the few days earlier i can't stand anymore.. than i told the black hat chef i need to quit.. than at last i quit my job...
later on it was my holiday.... i'm no longer a worker... than i forgot le.. haha let me think what i can remember ya =]
oh ya... than i when for a hair cut... at APT... dye my hair to orange.. not bad looking at it haha
than what..=..= erm.. let me think... hang out with someone... most of the time.. ya forgot to told u.. when i was working, i fetch someone back after work.. by that time i getting closer to her...
than like always be her driver... fetching her here and there.. actually it was nothing.. just fetch go out... than have dinner or what..
than one day.. invited soon shan out for dinner haha.. lie this clever girl magic.. at TAO.. she wanted to drive my car badly.. haha than she drove me to TAO later the food at TAO we when to Coffee island haha play with her sit big two=chor dai di=] than her mom call... it's time back... than when home =]
ya i remember b4 that i have an accident at my friend apartment.. i knock my car.. OMG!!! get scold... =..= haiz.. just repair not long ago.. guess how much???
2.25 it was my birthday.. haiz boring birthday no one cross with me.. than i invite two of my god friend out for a dinner... i mean at 24 night.. to cross 25... we when FACES to have dinner after dinner it's raining fetch my friend back.. 25... invited one of my god friend out... actually with other ppl but at last they say cannot.. than plan to go for kim gary because got coupon.. 50% =..=
have drink at kim gary than when for a movie than i fetched a girl with me and my god friend to gurney she sit beside me but i don't know it was her haha watching the same movie in the cinema but don't know we are sitting near haha
than at last the one i fetch back from work sms.. than she willing to go out with me to celebrate my birthday=] have dinner but the place wow... bad..=..= than fetch her to tuition..=]
ya b4 that...21 it was my sis bad to aus for study.... good bye =..=
erm... still got what to say leh =..=
ya .. b4 b4 b4 b4 that.. got one day.. after i resign from kim gary.. means i quit my job... i when to taipin hu.. go there by car with god friend.. because my GPS sot sot than i use mountain to reach there haha.. without tol =]not bad.. fun play the water swam boat with friend haha guess what we did..
forward swam haha.. ppl go in front we go at the back all the way fun man..
still got what leh... erm.. don't know le..=..= ya remember.. fight with 4 girls.. they are crazy... invited me and my god friend out.. but u know what?? think me as a driver.. fetch them out than together walk de rite?? but they din't they walk themself than we walk outself than i cannot tahan can suak lor.. i go home.. i told them i go home le.. than i go play game 1st wait them. than i told them again. than they slowly eat.. suak lor.. i really go home lor.. than fetch my friend back than i go bought my things than they call me.. wei... we want go home le.. =..= am i their driver or what?? they call me i don't want answer... at last i answer i don't want to talk.. they call me i shut up... than later on i put musie... than i msg scold them... than i slowly drive go fetch them.. walau.. want fetch them time they say all the back things... i reach le than they say me not boy this and that... FUCK...suak le.. now i know they think i'm just a driver... no more.. better don't have like this de friend..than i when back home lor..
one day don't know what come to me... suddenly i feel in love with someone that i know it's not possible... haiz at last i give up.. but still heart will got feeling...
one day i when to her house cook sambal for her i cooked wrongly... it's to spicy.. because i added to little water.. that's why it was tooo tooo spicy... ya i remember it's when.. it's b4 my birthday... my friend told me that it was my birthday.. birthday boy it the biggest= dai sai haha he call me to tell my friend.. is i pretent to do spicy to play her.. haha
that the ress i forgot le.. i just remember few days ago...12.march it was ying birthday.. and 13 was my baby birthday... 12 march is also my result day...
b4 that day i bought present for this two pretty girl.. chocolate haha
11 march i when to dye my hair because want go school ten haha.. than dye out red hair boy omg.. so ugly... 12 march when to school that everyone look at me.. =..= muahahaha than go up take result.. but still not yet out.. than wait for result than take my school leaving sijil... than wait for my result lor.. taking the present waiting to see her.. i mean the birthday girl.. than suddenly i saw tiok her coming up than i faster run... than girl her than i when back.. the result was out... i wanted to take but to many ppl so i wait.... than when no ppl i wanted to take my result it was not there.... omg.. where is my result?? i'm scare... haiz.. worry.. i know my result but i can't get it... later that i when down to see Mr.yeoh.. that he told me to see english teacher... than my problem come..
line up waiting for my trun to see the teacher... wow it was a lot of ppl.. many student din't line up.. than i waited for my trun.. b4 my trun i saw my name was there... than i know something will happen... she check the paper.. and say i never give back my rented book.. What The Fuck!!! english my favorite teacher... she think that i would stell her books... i still remember i return my book with a girl name JIA WEN.. than i saw tiok my friend...they saw me give back the books... and the teacher keep on say this and that don't want to give me back my result... i'm so angry.... actually she say tomorrow come back she will have a check.. but i can't wait... i don't want to go back to the fucking school.. so i wanted now.. i told her many things but she don't believe me... FUCK her.. than at last she say... 'what can i do? if u come back earlier i still can check but now the books already lend to the form5 student..' give me all the fucking words... i'm damn angry.. she call me to rememeber who i give the books to.. actully i know it was who but i don't want to say out.. i know they miss do their work fuck them... than at last she say ok i believe u half...u return me 6 books than i give u your result...=..= her maths book was lost so she wanted me to give her maths.. fuck her... fine... i ask my mom.. my mom call and she call me to hand over the phone to my teacher than she don't want to listen my mom angry... she also say.. wow this teacher so keong kan.. suak lor.. 6 books than 6 lar... i when back home find what text book i have than drive down to town and bought 2 more books than give her back. .than take my result and run... i have no A's and no FAIL... but i don't believe my english... guess what i get for my english..... 7D=..= it should be better than that...at less also 4B or5C... FUCK to the ppl who mark SPM result.. because of them how many ppl suffer... they just want ppl to remark and they get their money.. MALAYSIA sucks...
if for MALAY u see...
after that.. 12march when to watch DRAGON ball...
on the 13 i give my baby present than i when back home.. later that out with friends...
14 when out with friend watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN...
15... actully wanted to go out with one of my old god friend also.. at the last min.. he put me plane.. wow i was damn angry.... i hate ppl last min say this and that... many excuse... than invite a girl out.... wow.. another one.. who she think she is?? very pretty ah?? who want to like u?? shit ass.. just joking with u. than u so serious... fine.... no need out lor...
haiz.. boring.... than now just alone bloging... damn boring with my life...
so i'll stop here... if anything pls leave a msg
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