Friday, October 31, 2008

Din't write blog yesterday Tired

yesterday din't write blog.. don't know what happen to me... this few days feel very tired =..= maybe because i can't sleep welll haiz..



yesterday plan for swiming than din't go.. go halloween than din't go.. than red box also din't go.. to tired and everythig goes not smooth...


today wake up 9.00++ go primary with my primary friend than very stim.. primary change a lot.. than go eat than go see =..= so boring

than fetch my mate.. than come back than go a while again than fetch my friend than fetch her friend than fetch her brother go school than fetch them go study together than after study fetch them back than come back than chat than write blog..


haiz.. i'm thinking to many things =..= so want to end my life rite here =..=


won't get hurt won't get sad won't have emo how good =..=


don't know what thing i should do.. no gf some more haiz.. =..= so wish than i could find one girl friend to help me...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

wed life=..=

wow.. wake up in the morning so angry.. saw someone profile puting my picture like so unhappy.. so i use other acc of mine upload my picture than go msg them.. if so don't like to put ok than i delete every picture than between u and me.. i won't make any remind of our relationship are u happy?? still now not yet reply =..=


about 9.00 i wake up get ready than go school find teacher actually i go school is to see who goes to school haha walk a while than go home...

than call my brother to wake up =..= until 11.00 only we go out than want go swimming =..=

than reach there too hot so din't swim.. have lunch 8.80 so exp.. and not nice at all eat le than fetch my brother go home say later afternoon only go eat


than i fetch my lui lui haha 1st time oo haha fetch her go ..... don't know where haha she want to study with her friends so i fetch her go lo.. chat chat a while only than reach liao time goes so fast or i drive to fast?? haha

ok than later that fetch other friend again so study.. than go greenland already than she say they not yet come go round round 1st =..=

than i go my ex place.. round her house there than chat with her.. i wanted her to change don't want to be like me so tell her lo.. than she also hear some of my words lo haha than i call her friends also my friend la say wei so late already still don't want go?? than call them faster than i change place go her nearby there study can le..

than go there teach ppl english haha but myself also don't know swt=..= actually i know if they read out the words haha

later they i when home than call my brother wake up for swimming than he din't wake up than i go my room play computer than sleep jor.. than he wake up le come find me 6.00++ le so no go le than see got ppl miss call me than miss call my brother also than i remember is private num so know is my new spec arrive muahahaa

than i and my bro go out together again go nearby my church there take my new sepc.. 1st time wear a bit dizzy than now erm ok liao... haha.. cool the spec not bad nice muahaha

after taking the spec we are going home by the way home i remember today is wed so today farlim got pasar malam than i talk with my brother about it than he trun go haha than we go there lo..

walk walk a while buy some food than go back.. it's big but nth...=..=

than when home on9 play games a while sms than chat than now bloging here haha so i'll stop here because don't know what to say alraedy haha

=..=

Hello... now is 1:46 A.M oct 29...


this is what i mean can't sleep haha

wake than sleep than wake....

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Happy also angry and fun day hehe

hi today i when to school in the morning as u know... =..= my friend derek din't go.. he put me plane.. =..= and zhi wei also.. they both at night say already don't want go.... but they din't tell me leave me alone... haiz.....

when to school.. than i think i'll be in the class.. but... teacher call form5 student go down.. ok than i go.. than go there say want to do into two class =..= swt swt swt

than i go to 5T1 class all boys.. and all girls with boy is 5S2 wow... all the boys there must be happy=..= can see leng lui+ my mei mei =..=

ok than.. erm... go there lo... 5T1 lo.. the class a bit hot but not bad la.. i with wei xiang ok liao.. still count as friend ba.. he talk with me 1st.. but he never say sorry about last time.. erm i also nvm la forgive him la.. haha my ppl very chin cai de la.. i won't so act cool de haha


than we play a while than boring sms a while than boring talk talk awhile than go down with Gab than find teacher haha than walk walk than go back class than chat again than recess liao.. go down.. than eat than see my lui lui talk with her haha cute.. than see my other lui lui again go find her than talk a while.. wah she eat Mcdonalds din't give me some wuuu.... some more say i should buy for her de =..= wahhhhhhhh where can like that.. she must respect me i'm her dady haha she should but for me i say haha blek... =p kaka

erm than after recess i with other friend go school library than meet tiok my other friend classmate =..= they go school late.. din't wear uniform haha than chat chat lo haha than almost time i thinking of going back class than go S2 than chat and play haha than play my lui lui take her spec and wear haha... nice haha...


than see my other lui lui write her things than see her last time de photo haha.. still same like her haha

than see my other lui lui de also she don't want let.. at last ppl take from her than pass haha than i saw tiok haha.. cute.. last time .... size de haha... cute cute de.. now pretty pretty de kaka... than saw tiok my ex haha than like that lo hehe... she sit beside with a boy =..=


nth la haha erm.. than want go back my class le i play my lui lui again i want go back class liao oo i tell her.. than she say oo bye bye than she saw me than say but u must give me back my spec 1st haha than i give her back than go back my class than take my beg than go home not yet time but i go back 1st to boring haha than go home on9 haha


chat with friends than ask someone to go out than she say ok than go out lo... than go queensbay haha take some photo too hehe.. we got old town eat.. actually want to order to main dish de than at last order 1 only because thinking of going other place eat but after we eat wow full can't eat le haha so nearly only order 1 haha we share than after eat fetch her go home... than go telephone shop... go buy my hp cover + ering + reload card haha

than go find my mom.. because want to do my new spec... wow.. all looks normal.. than no choice than pick the white de... better lo haha.. than so check my eye than ok liao ask my mom for contact lens too haha.. than take 2 pair haha colour de =]

after than me my mom and my bro when nearby there eat char keoy teow haha... not bad la... haha than go home than my bro still hungry hah than i go buy food for him at jelutong...

than after buy le than go home only than chat with fiends suf net than after that.. i'm here blogging haha.. + sms + msg friends in one times haha ok i'll stop here than =]





ooo ya i forgot... many ppl in school today still remember me this crazy boy... ya i'm the VAMPIRE muahahahah... so happy.. kaka.. all ask me where is your tooth?? today no suck blood?? kaka

Morning

Hello.. Good morning everyone.. just woke up....


haiz... 1.15 i woke up already than sleep again...


why i keep on thinking the got one no one things? =..= haiz... anyone can help me??


erm... i need to get rdy for going to school.... i miss school... i think maybe later at school i can controll myself ba haha

after school i'll write what happen in school k?? wish me good luck than hope nth happen =]

Monday, October 27, 2008

haiz... why give up le... now still come back???

now is 10.31p.m. oct 27 haiz.. i keep thinking the got one no one.. all come into my mind =..= i can't forget everything why i can't be cool blooded??? why now and last time when i young time want me different?? last time very easy cry.. now.. hard.. one drop one drop fell down and heart pain very very pain everyone couple and me just alone.. no one.. just alone... just now my friend call me go to school than i say ok.. because i have nth to do also.. and i hope than can ... erm.. can see the ppl i wanted to see or find something i lost in the school.. haiz.. i'll stop here than haiz

Today is the 3ed day of the graduation

Hi.. i'm benny 17 male penang.. this is my 1st Blog.. haiz.. i don't like to write blogs b4 because i don't want to let ppl know my pass.. i wanted to keep all for myself =..= but i think i wrote le i'll feel better so now i'll start blog..


Haiz... it's bean 3 days after the graduate.. morning still ok nothing happen.. but at night many things happen le... erm... how do i start =..=


ok it goes like that

B4 the graduation start i'm alone.. i don't makes with friends because i don't have =..=

than last night i knew some one from msn so wanted to meet them in the morning... in the morning i go to the school.. 5.00++ i have woke up get ready all my things than go for the graduation meeted them than let them sign my graduation book and take photo.. than taked photo with my babys( god babys....) than with my friends as a photo i puted in fs

later that the graduation ceremony is starting.. i don't know what i need to do and where should i go.. =..= i'm just alone than my classmate all walk down so i followed them

everyone when in to the hall than sit down.. i taked a few photo of my ex but she din't notice it haha.. also taked my babys photo...

than the ceremony start everyone clap their hands to invite the big ppl..=..= wow clap until very long.. my classmate call me to shake hands with them because i sit beside =..=
i don't dare=..= haha so i did not do anything


wow.. many ppl taking they speach quite long and boring.....

my god sis sit beside me they hear musie and sleep=..=

and i.. i don't know what i do also... =..= i call one of my classmate help me go infront and take photo he helped me thxz a lo...

than i play... i bring a fake blood there than i asked tissue from my sis taked one than pour some blood than tell them i vomit blood =..= haha


than finnish le.. boring take photo than find one of my pretty classmate... wow.. many of my boys classmate take photo with her.. erm cannot like that la.. i also want haha so i taked 2 photo with her as a last remind.. than i don't know anyone le=..= so i when back home.. sadly=..= alone without saying bye haiz...


than after my friend find me for help.. he say his family fight call me help him to take his things to another house so i helped him.. than after i when back i was a bit tired.. but it's almost time for me to get ready for my dinner

wow 5.00++ i when to bath than after bath wear contact lens than wear my formal clothes
i'm finding the rite Sult.. my mate keep on taking for me the small suit=..= i can't wear=..= at last i found back the Suit that i wanted to wear it looks like uncle but i have no choice just only one suit me=..=

that i drove the red Benz that is spoile about 6.30 i arrive... than i go up alone becuase no one follow my car so i'm alone lo..

than i saw a teacher (my ex mother) haha hope she din't saw this blog if not haiz.. =..=

than take photo with her.. than it's hot.. i'm sweating.. ahhh ugly...

later that my lui lui A.K.A. my baby she came.. she is wearing a sport shoes haha en take a photo with her to. =]

than more and more ppl arrive le.. than they let us in.. so i when in the dinner.. nothing to do so i when out to play.. VAMPIRE haha

some ppl may think i'm crazy or what... but i don't care.. why because is my last day with them if i don't play than i have nth to remember ='[

i din't make up at 1st because i scare dirty my white shirt so i just put on my teeth and wear a black sunglass haha ya with a vampire suit

it's cool man haha because is halloween soon

than go in le boring nothing to do again.. than sit with those girls that no brain..

i picked a nice place for seeing but they taked my place shit them

nvm i don't want to fight is our last day anyway ='[

some of them look ugly omg.. i know i'm uglyer haha

than the dinner start the light off and ppl sing.. than teacher come in but my lui lui come in 1st to take them in..


Looks like very grad




than the night start than i don't know what come in to me.. i started to feel a bit strange.. what do u all guess??

it's the last day and i'm sad.. haiz..='[ i don't want to let ppl know it so i make it very cool... haha


that everythings go smoothly.. students start to take photo again.. i saw my ex alone all her friends left.. so i when to her as we say b4.. take photo together so she kindly take photo with me.. i'm happy than i can take a photo with her as a remind..


than nothing to do.. find my moniter than take some photo again.. look likes i want to force them to take with me =..= than nothing to do again go to the next table take photo with another group

ok 2 or 3 dish is over.. it's almost time to play.. i when to the toilet than change my black shirt.. with a yellow tie.. asked a lots of ppl but only a few knows.. haha my lui lui knows about it haha

my ex don't know haha

than i rent my suit to my friend he asked my for a long time erm ok la.. because i have change my shirt anyway

chat a while than take picture a while.. than go scare some of my friend i take tissue go there put blood at there than scare ppl haha.. many ppl let me scared haha... even my form teacher i'm so sorry to her becuase i don't know her had a heart att.. =..=

than it's almost time... tototototootototoo boring le... wakakakakaka.... i when to the toilet take up.. put purple colour at my eye than put blood at my mouth wah


VAMPIRE... here we go...


boo... haha everyone looked at me.. haha some even take picture with me =] yeah!


actually i wanted to go infront of the stage put i'm not a performer so i din't=..= but at last i did.. haha i go up the stage with friend because they wanted to sing a song to my ass moniter his birthday =] than we at stage haha a vampire at stage some one was it haha

than we celerbrate his birthday than everyone cry i also started to cry.. because is our last night sob.. i think back of last time and i cried.. one of my contact lens fell down.. no one knows about it until i say so haha


than i act cool again nth nth ='[

than everything finnish le.. than beside table is other class they shout.. so i called my classmate so come to.. than we shout haha.. i'm the 2nd one we shout 5C1.. 5C1 ... 2nd 5C1 is i shout de.. haha very loud haha than we ended like that... we eat cake than we cry... than from than i know all also is my friend... sob... wuuuuuuuuu i should not be so naughty...


at last my i wanted to shake hands with my ex as a last good bye than her friend shaked with me hah.. i laughted

than she also shake with me than she cry.. i huged her for a while than lend her my shoulder wow..... how happy am i?? although she already have a boy friend =] i'm happy for her to.. i still can so close to her.. hug her and lend her my shoulder i feel very happy.. than everything came into my mind.. start thinking the pass... wow.. at midnight when with friend go pub than keep on think i'm doing my eye not because i want to sleep is because i almost cry out..

than when home about 3.00 than can't sleep about 5 only sleep than 9.00 wake up.. than the next day upload all the photoes than send to friends than for a while time passed so fast.. is about 7.00 p.m le.. =..= than chat a while than see things a while than 8.00+ le. .than friends call me out than we when to cc than play games.. than about 9.00 reach home than can't sleep don't know do what also.. bla bla bla.. until 1.00+=..= than sleep than about 3+i woke up send a few msg than sleep at 7.00+ than 9.00+ wake up again than feel like crying again than friend call me go out eat =..=

haiz.. my days cross so fast... feel like crying again.. so wish to go back to school again and the time stoped there i miss everyone... all my friend i miss u all..