haiz... why give up le... now still come back???

now is 10.31p.m. oct 27 haiz.. i keep thinking the got one no one.. all come into my mind =..= i can't forget everything why i can't be cool blooded??? why now and last time when i young time want me different?? last time very easy cry.. now.. hard.. one drop one drop fell down and heart pain very very pain everyone couple and me just alone.. no one.. just alone... just now my friend call me go to school than i say ok.. because i have nth to do also.. and i hope than can ... erm.. can see the ppl i wanted to see or find something i lost in the school.. haiz.. i'll stop here than haiz