Tuesday, November 4, 2008

=..= what am i doing?? am i crazy or what?

don't know what thing come to me... can't stop thinking all the pass=..= wow.. am i the video tape?? can forward back =..=


I have done to many things wrong.. i can't trun back.. i don't know what GOD's can help me in... it's to wrong.. i can't even forgive myself.. can god do so?? as others??

ones your wrong than your wrong... it's writen in the stone than cannot bean change... even if ppl forgive u, there is still a scar on there...



now what i can do is live a better life but i can't... haiz...

so really need someone to help me.. i so hope than me and someone can be friends just like when we meet chat everthing relax bla bla bla.. but i can't do that it's wrong... i'm to selfish

haiz... everytime see .... profile make me think how great ... are. to many ... u all can't even know what i'm writing..





my heart hurts... i need to go on.. so wish to left my life here.. just stop there and end.. or hope that god can give me forget everything

i don't know what to say.. to many secret..... haiz..

Sunday, November 2, 2008

HAPPY

HI.. i'm back haha

yetsreday afternoon my friend ask me for help haha... she call me to fetch her go QB than go fetch her friend than go town... for her friends party...


So i fetch lo... fetch than she sit my car =..= at the back =..= like i'm her driver haha... nvm la.. just friend ma haha erm.. than go until QB her friends father don't let her friends go so can't go lo.. than they go in QB.. I DON'T KNOW what to do so i walk around up and down up and down.. find her a while than go walk than find than walk =..=
Than her friends came than she don't need me anymore than i when home..


when home about 5.00++ than i forgot what i did le haha

huh ya i remember le.. i play computer a while than my friend call me..=..= talk a while later go his house than go church..
go church a while see the movie wow... it's like boring...... better stay at home haiz.. than after finnish in church.. haha me and my friend drove motor.. fly.. wow.. nice... song.. cool... fun...


round gurney a while because to BORING.. than go home..

reach home than see my computer a while than my other friends call again.. want drink bear.. my mood a bit down so ok.. haha i think free =..= than go until there they need more ppl haha they can't in=..=

call some friends than they say come le.. than say got police all run =..= go rock world =..=

than me and my friend plan to go in lo... one of them can go in fame =..= than just left 2 of us..=..= can't go in.. want to go in time they bla bla bla.. need pay 35 wow so exp..=..= haiz.. than at last pay.. i din't bring money.. so my friend lent me.. go in at 1st boring.. just see ppl dance.. than got competition.. punk....


than later finnish the punk competetion my other friends come =..= than wow.. start to high.. i drink a bit or bear at 1st.. =..= feel nothing =..= i should take whisky in the 1st place =..= a bit sad and boring and moody...

than my other friends come.. wow.. call them go dance.. all together go dance... high.. wow.. relax.. haha i don't know how to dance.. =..= so shame of me.. haha


than about 2.00++ only when home.. than play computer a while.. than want to play games with on9 ppl than sleep jor hah when 3.30++ wake up =..= the game end haha


morning 11.00++ only wake up haha.. sleep until can't wake.. not because i'm drunk haha...


than sms a while.. than wow... at last i feel relax... no need to be enemy can be friend with someone hah...

than what she say than what i do lo haha.... than watch tv than eat than nth to do now chating lo haha

Friday, October 31, 2008

Din't write blog yesterday Tired

yesterday din't write blog.. don't know what happen to me... this few days feel very tired =..= maybe because i can't sleep welll haiz..



yesterday plan for swiming than din't go.. go halloween than din't go.. than red box also din't go.. to tired and everythig goes not smooth...


today wake up 9.00++ go primary with my primary friend than very stim.. primary change a lot.. than go eat than go see =..= so boring

than fetch my mate.. than come back than go a while again than fetch my friend than fetch her friend than fetch her brother go school than fetch them go study together than after study fetch them back than come back than chat than write blog..


haiz.. i'm thinking to many things =..= so want to end my life rite here =..=


won't get hurt won't get sad won't have emo how good =..=


don't know what thing i should do.. no gf some more haiz.. =..= so wish than i could find one girl friend to help me...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

wed life=..=

wow.. wake up in the morning so angry.. saw someone profile puting my picture like so unhappy.. so i use other acc of mine upload my picture than go msg them.. if so don't like to put ok than i delete every picture than between u and me.. i won't make any remind of our relationship are u happy?? still now not yet reply =..=


about 9.00 i wake up get ready than go school find teacher actually i go school is to see who goes to school haha walk a while than go home...

than call my brother to wake up =..= until 11.00 only we go out than want go swimming =..=

than reach there too hot so din't swim.. have lunch 8.80 so exp.. and not nice at all eat le than fetch my brother go home say later afternoon only go eat


than i fetch my lui lui haha 1st time oo haha fetch her go ..... don't know where haha she want to study with her friends so i fetch her go lo.. chat chat a while only than reach liao time goes so fast or i drive to fast?? haha

ok than later that fetch other friend again so study.. than go greenland already than she say they not yet come go round round 1st =..=

than i go my ex place.. round her house there than chat with her.. i wanted her to change don't want to be like me so tell her lo.. than she also hear some of my words lo haha than i call her friends also my friend la say wei so late already still don't want go?? than call them faster than i change place go her nearby there study can le..

than go there teach ppl english haha but myself also don't know swt=..= actually i know if they read out the words haha

later they i when home than call my brother wake up for swimming than he din't wake up than i go my room play computer than sleep jor.. than he wake up le come find me 6.00++ le so no go le than see got ppl miss call me than miss call my brother also than i remember is private num so know is my new spec arrive muahahaa

than i and my bro go out together again go nearby my church there take my new sepc.. 1st time wear a bit dizzy than now erm ok liao... haha.. cool the spec not bad nice muahaha

after taking the spec we are going home by the way home i remember today is wed so today farlim got pasar malam than i talk with my brother about it than he trun go haha than we go there lo..

walk walk a while buy some food than go back.. it's big but nth...=..=

than when home on9 play games a while sms than chat than now bloging here haha so i'll stop here because don't know what to say alraedy haha

=..=

Hello... now is 1:46 A.M oct 29...


this is what i mean can't sleep haha

wake than sleep than wake....

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Happy also angry and fun day hehe

hi today i when to school in the morning as u know... =..= my friend derek din't go.. he put me plane.. =..= and zhi wei also.. they both at night say already don't want go.... but they din't tell me leave me alone... haiz.....

when to school.. than i think i'll be in the class.. but... teacher call form5 student go down.. ok than i go.. than go there say want to do into two class =..= swt swt swt

than i go to 5T1 class all boys.. and all girls with boy is 5S2 wow... all the boys there must be happy=..= can see leng lui+ my mei mei =..=

ok than.. erm... go there lo... 5T1 lo.. the class a bit hot but not bad la.. i with wei xiang ok liao.. still count as friend ba.. he talk with me 1st.. but he never say sorry about last time.. erm i also nvm la forgive him la.. haha my ppl very chin cai de la.. i won't so act cool de haha


than we play a while than boring sms a while than boring talk talk awhile than go down with Gab than find teacher haha than walk walk than go back class than chat again than recess liao.. go down.. than eat than see my lui lui talk with her haha cute.. than see my other lui lui again go find her than talk a while.. wah she eat Mcdonalds din't give me some wuuu.... some more say i should buy for her de =..= wahhhhhhhh where can like that.. she must respect me i'm her dady haha she should but for me i say haha blek... =p kaka

erm than after recess i with other friend go school library than meet tiok my other friend classmate =..= they go school late.. din't wear uniform haha than chat chat lo haha than almost time i thinking of going back class than go S2 than chat and play haha than play my lui lui take her spec and wear haha... nice haha...


than see my other lui lui write her things than see her last time de photo haha.. still same like her haha

than see my other lui lui de also she don't want let.. at last ppl take from her than pass haha than i saw tiok haha.. cute.. last time .... size de haha... cute cute de.. now pretty pretty de kaka... than saw tiok my ex haha than like that lo hehe... she sit beside with a boy =..=


nth la haha erm.. than want go back my class le i play my lui lui again i want go back class liao oo i tell her.. than she say oo bye bye than she saw me than say but u must give me back my spec 1st haha than i give her back than go back my class than take my beg than go home not yet time but i go back 1st to boring haha than go home on9 haha


chat with friends than ask someone to go out than she say ok than go out lo... than go queensbay haha take some photo too hehe.. we got old town eat.. actually want to order to main dish de than at last order 1 only because thinking of going other place eat but after we eat wow full can't eat le haha so nearly only order 1 haha we share than after eat fetch her go home... than go telephone shop... go buy my hp cover + ering + reload card haha

than go find my mom.. because want to do my new spec... wow.. all looks normal.. than no choice than pick the white de... better lo haha.. than so check my eye than ok liao ask my mom for contact lens too haha.. than take 2 pair haha colour de =]

after than me my mom and my bro when nearby there eat char keoy teow haha... not bad la... haha than go home than my bro still hungry hah than i go buy food for him at jelutong...

than after buy le than go home only than chat with fiends suf net than after that.. i'm here blogging haha.. + sms + msg friends in one times haha ok i'll stop here than =]





ooo ya i forgot... many ppl in school today still remember me this crazy boy... ya i'm the VAMPIRE muahahahah... so happy.. kaka.. all ask me where is your tooth?? today no suck blood?? kaka

Morning

Hello.. Good morning everyone.. just woke up....


haiz... 1.15 i woke up already than sleep again...


why i keep on thinking the got one no one things? =..= haiz... anyone can help me??


erm... i need to get rdy for going to school.... i miss school... i think maybe later at school i can controll myself ba haha

after school i'll write what happen in school k?? wish me good luck than hope nth happen =]